Wednesday, December 15, 2021

Decisions and Results

 Good Sunny cold morning,

 I tried to sign up to the Canadian Gov. immunization site thinking it would lead me to the Covid booster appointment forms and instead I found out I am OUT OF DATE. Aw. So sorry for all of those many years of no flu shot, etc.

  Being managed is difficult. I need to stick to seeing what is all around me as fulfilled choices and acceptable results. Then move on. We older folks are weary from fighting the social need to be regulated. I certainly have been resisting for years. Creative license and mass think do not mix. 

   We feel the impact of every new requirement in our bones as we work to keep up with the changes in our culture and environment. I have stopped at Facebook. No instagram, tweet, blabla. Too much. Well, What's App works ok for family far away and videos and photos are the most important news items on the baby I haven't met. Yet. 

   Should I fly? Drive? Take shots? Trust fate? Stay home?  Yes, all of the above when the mood strikes and the world seems to make an opening for me to move in ease or with confidence. I do not like these challenges. Did I help make them into reality? Probably. I want a heated house; do I have to feel guilty to the Earth? Using up resources, accepting climate change guilt, apologizing to the trees I burn; is this necessary? Aren't we here and now and ok in the universe of possible realities? Can we change these
tense outlooks with some friendly understanding? Conundrum. 2022, come along, sing a new song. Please.                                                                                                    

 Love, Ann